This Is Where It Ends – Marieke Nijkamp

Many thanks to SOURCEBOOKS Fire, via NetGalley, for an opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review!

3.5/5 stars

This is the first book of this nature that I’ve read – a YA novel that deals with a school shooting, told by 4 different POVs over the course of only 54 minutes. It was interesting, and I enjoyed it to a degree, but I never really felt a deep connection with any of the characters.

* Autumn – She was the character I felt the closest to. The dancer. She wanted to escape Opportunity, Alabama, and had been accepted to Juilliard for ballet. The sections of the book that involved her seemed to be the most emotionally laden, because of her abusive father and how he discouraged her dancing once her mother died…

* Sylv – Autumn’s girlfriend (but this was kept a secret until the shooting occurred, due to worries about what people would think – including Sylv’s family, who had very traditional values. And again, this takes place in Alabama, which is Bible Belt territory). I didn’t really ever feel connected to Sylv – it was clear that she cared for Autumn, but aside from that I found her to be a fairly forgettable character.

* Tomas – Sylv’s brother. Not forgettable at all, due to the fact that (view spoiler)

* Claire – the only one of the four who was not in the school when the shooting began. The one who went to get help. Yet she also was not terribly memorable nor did I feel any sort of emotional connection from her.

Perhaps that was intentional – the lack of emotional connection to the characters. Because of the horrific nature of the shooting, the disengagement might serve a purpose… because if it were too real, too emotionally-laden, then the readers might… oh, I don’t know. I’m really just bullshitting here.

And Ty. It was never really clear why he went on the rampage. He felt like no one was there for him… he was bullied and then dropped out of school, but it wasn’t clear what he was bullied about, since he seemed to be fairly popular when he was at school. He and Claire had dated for a time. I… really don’t understand. I mean, from what was shared in the book, the bullying had been fairly bad, but the point of it (him being awkward, a social outcast, a geek – any “reason” that kids bully other kids) was not really ever stated clearly. Then again, kids don’t always need a reason for bullying others…

Also, Sylv stated near the end of the book that Ty had hurt her in some way. It was alluding – I think? maybe? – to sexual assault (I’m thinking this due to a few other passages earlier in the book) but I don’t know and this was also never made clear.

Overall, it was the lack of emotional connection and lack of clarity about several key points that knocked this book down from a 4/5 or higher to a 3.5/5. It was interesting enough but the blurb pretty much tells the story… there wasn’t really anything hidden or any surprises throughout the book.


A Cure for Madness – Jodi McIsaac

Thanks to Thomas & Mercer, via NetGalley, for a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review!

5/5 stars.

Those of you who have been following my blog for awhile know that I love to dissect books about mental illness, especially when the author has done a terrible job at the research involved in the book (for examples, see this review of The Asylum Prophecies or this review of Switching Time).

There was none of that nonsense in A Cure for Madness.
(Can I tell you how much I adore authors who present a realistic picture of mental illness??)

Anyway. I think what really caught me up in A Cure for Madness was not so much the fact that there was a pathogen that created an extremely contagious and incurable disease that was very similar to schizophrenia… but was more the relationships. I loved seeing how Clare slowly realized that her brother, Wes, was right in a lot of what he said, regarding her running away from Clarkeston. I loved seeing her character growth throughout the novel. And I loved Wes’ brotherly jabs at her (“my friends aren’t dickheads… unlike yours”).

I would’ve liked to see more romance between her and Kenneth, but given the hectic and tense situations that they continuously faced, it makes sense why there wasn’t (and honestly, given the setting of this book, it would’ve been more of a distraction had there been more of a spark between them). That being said, the book ended on such an amazing cliffhanger-but-not-quite-cliffhanger so if there is a follow-up/sequel to A Cure for Madness, I definitely want to see more Clare-and-Kenneth interaction in there (even if it’s not super romantic).

My honest opinion – Jodi McIsaac has a lot of talent. And I’m very interested to see where she will go from here. I’m definitely going to be putting some of her others books on my TBR pile (which is about the size of Mt. Everest now… and growing!).

Relentless – T.L. Childs & T. Deebs

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I loved this book.

I didn’t read the first in the series (Powerless) but I think I’m going to – at some point – because I loved the world that Childs and Deebs created. A world where maybe the heroes aren’t all good, and maybe the villains aren’t all bad…

Kenna and her “gang” were very much enjoyable – hilarious, fun, and interesting – although I felt a little like I was missing some information since I hadn’t read the first book in the series. However, Relentless is standalone enough that I understood the majority of what was happening. That being said, for anyone who wants to read this, I’d recommend starting with Powerless for a smoother ride through Childs’ and Deebs’ world.

Nitro cracked me up.

I did get a little tired of Draven being “the bad boy” at the start, but then that illusion disappeared.

The ending was amazing, and I could totally see it playing out in my head like one of Marvel’s movies. (And that is a definite plus!) That being said, I’m not vying for this book to be the next YA made into a film, since I think that would do it an injustice. Though I do think that it would be a very interesting and enjoyable movie, I am more excited about the world and the action scenes being so vivid on paper alone.

I’m not sure what else I can say about this without spoiling elements of the story, but I do recommend it to those who want a rather different take on the hero/villain world. πŸ™‚ I whizzed through Relentless and even though I’m a fast reader, I’m pretty sure it would be a fairly speedy read for anyone.

Now I want to get my hands on Powerless… πŸ™‚

Surviving Haley – Brenda Baker

Thanks to Pelican Book Group, via NetGalley, for an opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review!

2/5 stars.

Well, there’s a list of pros and cons about this book. And although I zoomed through this, I have a feeling that the list of “things I hated” is going to be a lot longer than “things I liked/loved.”

The things I liked/loved
* The fact that this book dealt with (or attempted to deal with) the difficult topics of grief/loss and how blame gets “passed around.”
* The fact that the disordered eating portrayed in the book was overeating, rather than undereating. That’s pretty rare, at least in my experience, regarding protagonists with eating disorders (or disordered eating).
* The fact that the school psychologist, who was the person that really ended up helping Protagonist, was cool and off-beat. πŸ™‚

The things I disliked/hated
* Mean Girl was introduced, it was exposed that she had bulimia, but there was NO follow-up to that, and then suddenly, magically Mean Girl and her posse are being kind to Protagonist?
* Insta-insta-love. Jonah’s “God thing” was so humiliating, although he himself was and is adorable, and then BOOM…. all of a sudden after he shares that he’s not perfect, Protagonist loves him and he loves her, and they tell each other that…?
* Therapist (school psychologist) – who seemed REALLY cool, I loved that part – told Protagonist to friend her on Facebook “so they could chat”?? VERY SKETCHY ETHICS, YO. That’s not how therapy works…
* Introduction of Jazz and soccer and then again, surprise!!… NO FOLLOW-THROUGH. Granted, this is not a major part of the story, but I wanted to hear more about it!!
* Eli. Random guy who has a face full of pimples and ragged clothes, who is never anything but nice to Protagonist (and to whom Protagonist, who is herself an outcast, is mean and dismissive), is found by Protagonist in the art room cutting after having seen her and Jonah kissing…? and there is NO FOLLOW-THROUGH, once again.
* When the family moves to the new area, it’s only been TWO MONTHS since Haley died? How is that remotely logical?!! Two months after a child dies… I don’t know, but I’m pretty sure no family that I’ve ever met would be “put together” enough to move from Minnesota to Nebraska and have jobs lined up, etc. TWO MONTHS. Not two years. Not even a year. MERELY SIXTY (yes, 60) DAYS, and the family is up and moving. NOT REALISTIC.
* Mom goes into rehab, once she magically realizes that her drinking has become dangerous… bada-bada-BOOM… and once again, NO FOLLOW-THROUGH. And one month (ish?) into rehab, surprise honey, the family is going on a cruise BECAUSE WHY NOT?!

I guess a lot of magic happens in this book, because so many things justΒ magically get better.

It’s really irritating.

That being said, I can’t totally say this book isn’t worth reading. Baker has done a pretty amazing job of introducing overeating and the obsession regarding using food to soothe. It’s not something you see much, if at all, in YA, and I think it needs to be talked about/written about more because it is a problem, just as much as anorexic and bulimic behaviors.

Also, I liked the honesty of how parents (and people in general) can blame specific people (in this case, Protagonist) for the death of a loved one… Seeing how this was dealt with in the novel was interesting. Although again, I don’t buy how Mom and Protagonist “made up.”

I’ll also admit that this book yanked me in. It was very interesting and despite all of the things I disliked, it was what could be called “compulsively readable.” I am interested to see what else Ms. Baker comes out with, because I do think that there is talent there… there was just too much shoved into this book for it to completely work. But that’s a common error for debut novels, at least from what I’ve seen.

Under the Dusty Moon – Suzanne Sutherland

Many thanks to Dundurn, via NetGalley, for an opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review!

2/5 stars

I hate writing bad reviews of books that had a lot of potential. But truth be told – this was a really disappointing book. By the time I read it, I’d forgotten what the basic synopsis was – so I read the first part of the blurb, and then dove into the book.

And – as has happened all too frequently in the past months – this book falls under the category of WTF did I just read? It wasn’t that the writing was awful, or that the characters were totally unbelievable (I loved Micky’s obnoxiously adorable mothering style, although it was a little over the top). I just am not quite sure what the point of the book was.

I think that the talent is definitely there to write a good book. And I think that if Sutherland did a rewrite, after seeing what reviewers have posted, she could probably turn out a better version of this story. I’m not saying that that’s remotely viable, but I’m also not trashing the author’s ability to write. There is potential in this book – it just felt to me like Under the Dusty Moon was put together too quickly, and not enough effort was made to ensure that there was a problem that needed to be addressed (i.e., formation of the plot), and that there were logical steps taken to solve that problem.

My biggest peeves were:
* Vic is whiny. End of story. Whining because she’s too hot, too sore, too lonely. Just whining. That’s all it feels like she does. I didn’t really like her. At all. Which – again – was a huge letdown.
* There was the “geek boyfriend” that wasn’t really thatgeeky (which was a huge let-down… based on what was shared in the book, I have NO idea why Vic liked this guy so much… nor do I have the slightest idea why his “round cheeks” were mentioned so many times… how is that “hot”? It makes me think of a baby-faced boy, not a hottie that “could get all the girls he wanted” – or something to that effect).
* Feminist gamers played way too small a part in this book. Wanted more! MORE!!!!
* Mentioning a “distant grandmother” in the blurb generally makes me think of a reconciliation or… something, anythingthat would solve the distance (or explain it!) between grandmother, mother, and granddaughter. But nope. Distant grandmother stayed distant.
* Best friend. After the first portion of the book, I was pretty sure that there was going to be a disclosure about best friend’s sexuality or… something, anything that would incorporate tension and stress and an actual problem into the story that needed to be solved, fixed, coped with, whatever. But nope.

Again – I think there’s potential for Sutherland to write a really good book. I think this book showed that because it had a lot of potentially good elements. Sadly, however, it did not live up to even my low expectations (low because I wasn’t sure what I should have been expecting from it, nothing to do with the author).

But it felt – also – like there were way, way, waaay too many different elements being packed into this book. Distant grandmother, mom going away on a tour (plus concerns about mom’s boyfriends), daughter left at home under grandmother’s charge, boyfriend that was kind of geeky but not really, best friend who didn’t really like boyfriend, elements of gaming/writing games for an all-female gamer group (that weren’t super realistic IMO), girl trying to figure out her place in the world with a world-famous mom (or Canadianfamous anyway)…..

Yeah. Just way too much crammed into a fairly short book. You could take any two or three of the above-mentioned things, and create a book from that alone by going more in-depth with the characterization and other elements of the story that were missing in Under the Dusty Moon, like relationships, tension/a problem that needs to be resolved, etc.

But despite my disappointment, I would read something by Sutherland again for sure. Even though this book felt like it had no purpose, the writing was interesting enough to keep me entertained. Not an “edge of your seat” book by any means, nor quite a “relaxing summer read,” but I did get through it without any cringing or complaining. And unlike the books that I absolutely cannot handle, I didn’t write out the things I hated and wanted to bring up in my review on index cards stashed around on my desk. πŸ™‚

These Vicious Masks – Tarun Shanker & Kelly Zekas

Many thanks to Macmillan Children’s Publishing Group, via Netgalley, for an opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review!

4.5/5 stars.

Okay, seriously. This book was amazing.

I didn’t read the blurb on Goodreads prior to reading the book (the blurb on Netgalley is entirely different). Had I read the GR blurb, I may have been a little less intrigued by the story – because really, Jane Austen meets X-men…?

But the heroines, Evelyn and Rose, are badass and awesome. They aren’t fainting flowers, and the romance in the book really… wasn’t that bad. In fact, comparing this to some of the other books I’ve read (or am currently reading), there was barely any romance in These Vicious Masks at all. So I guess that’s my way of saying – there was romance, but it definitely didn’t play a huge role, nor did it overpower the actual story.

I loved the characters. I loved the mixture of steampunk and fantasy. I loved the idea of having abilities that are not your normal “superhero abilities.” I loved Sebastian especially.

And the ending – oh my heart!!……

I’ll definitely be keeping this series on my radar… I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS! That being said, These Vicious Masks didn’t quite end on a cliffhanger, so that made me happy. There are just some unresolved portions of the story but nothing “serious enough” to warrant me calling it a cliffhanger. But as I said – I definitely want to read the rest of the series.

And yes, I definitely do recommend this to anyone who loves steampunk, who loves romance in small doses, who loves kickass heroines…

(My only problem with this book is that I did get bogged down in it a little bit, at about 60%. However, I think that was more my own fault – I got too involved in reading a ton of books at once – rather than it being the fault of the writing style or anything else like that.)

The Readers of Broken Wheel Recommend – Katarina Bivald

Many thanks to Sourcebooks Landmark, via Netgalley, for an opportunity to read this book in exchange for an honest review!

4.5/5 stars.

Okay, in all honesty, I did get a little bogged down in The Readers of Broken Wheel Recommend. For me, the bogging down occurred around 75% or so through the book. However, once I picked it back up and resumed reading, the story sped up after ~80%.

I. Loved. This. Story.

It’s a charming, quirky, adorable story about a spinster bookseller, Sara, who comes to America to visit a close friend (with whom she has been in contact via snailmail for a long time, but never met in person). And it’s a charming, quirky, adorable story about how the little town that Sara is visiting falls in love with her.

There were a few sections that were confusing or that I felt weren’t completely well-explained.

But the adorableness of the ending and the soft spot I have in my heart for those who believe – as I do – that books can change lives… that bumped my rating from a 4/5 to a 4.5/5. I think it’s fair to say that this book almost received a 5/5 from me – the only reason that I didn’t rate it that high is because near the end of the book, I felt as though the characters were a bit flat (in some regards – Grace and her hunting rifle excluded!). Additionally, I think that in taking a rather longer-than-intended break from readingThe Readers of Broken Wheel Recommend, I did the book a disservice since it was somewhat difficult to jump back into the story.

Definitely do recommend – definitely will keep this author on my radar!